I am not in a rut.
The desire to have a job is no longer stressing me out. It’s no longer being placed above my desire to love and serve God. I’m acknowledging this period in my life as a new chapter and not as a waiting period. I’m learning to be proactive. I’m not just waiting for a job, I’m writing a novel (fun and nerve-racking woot woot). I’m trying to find somewhere I can dance because I miss it so much. I’m trusting God and by doing that, I’m not limiting my future. I was very focused on getting a job in journalism, but by using this time to write now, maybe I’ll be able to start my dream job of being an author. Who knows?! But what I do know is that I’m not in a rut. I won’t be miserable because I don’t have a job. I won’t worry so much about school loans. I’ll just trust God and I’ll write. And I’ll dance too.